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Wow! I can't believe we are in 2010!!! [01 Jan 2010|03:17pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Happy New Years Everyone!

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I love this time of year! [17 Dec 2009|11:36am]
[ mood | excited ]

I am officially on Christmas Break!!! I can't wait to do all the Christmas things that this season brings!

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Cold [12 Dec 2009|08:03am]
[ mood | sleepy! ]

Going to Circle Center today! I hope I find some nice gifts for people and I hope I pass these last two retakes this morning! I can't wait until my 25 days of Freedom starting Wed because I am so over school right now!

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[10 Dec 2009|12:35pm]
[ mood | Lazy ]

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas;
Soon the bells will start,
And the thing that will make them ring is the carol that you sing
Right within your heart.

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People just breath my air! [09 Dec 2009|04:59pm]
[ mood | hahahaha!!!!! ]

I am at Ivy Tech right now in Anderson with Olivia, we are in the Computer Lab and some kid who looks like Harry Potter just told us to be quiet! we were not even talking that loud. I am dying right now! it was sooo funny! Like who is he anyway? telling us to be quiet like that in such a rude way. he is probly just mad that he did not get into hogwarts and now has to settle for Ivy Tech! hahahaha!!!! His face is oh so serious right now! I guess some people are no fun!

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Wow it's been 84 weeks! [08 Dec 2009|12:53am]
[ mood | Peachy! ]

I can't believe it has been 84 weeks since my last update on this thing! A lot of things have changed and I mean A LOT!!! All of it is good though! It is so crazy to me how much we change not only us but life in general and the people we hold close to our hearts. I look back on this LJ and think who is this person? because I am not what I used to be. All my old updates just make me die laughing! Anyway! I am going to try and bring this back along with some others. Goodbye for now LJ!

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[23 Apr 2008|10:49pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well lets see
it has been such a long time since I have been on here
How can I start this off....
My first year of college is almost over, just two more weeks.
but I am thinking about taking a summer class and I am also going to find a new job.
College has been going okay, it has its good points to it but it has been hard. I have learned that you have to work really hard for something that you really want but I don't know what I want anymore.
I thought I wanted to become a Radiologist and do ultrasounds but now I am not sure.
I feel like I cant do it,that it's going to be to hard for me and that I am going to be way over my head. I think I lost belief in myself or something.
My father told me that I can do anything I put my mind to, its true I just wish I can believe it for myself.
I am so stressed, scared and confused.
I don't know what to do and I need to make a choice fast, if only I knew
so that's my life as of right now

I am out, I need to go clear my mind from all of this

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ugh.... [30 Aug 2007|04:35pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I just want to be your best....

because your my best.....

There are so many things I need to tell you

but computer, cell phone conversations, and other things that are more important to you causes it to never come up.

You make my heart sing.....

I dont want us to ever fall apart....

but i think its happening

& i think you dont care about me, about everything

the way that i do

but thats okay......

i learned to over come what you say and how you feel.

I just want us to be the best

the best friends this world has ever seen

i know your heart i will never win

what will it take to make you love me???


i tried it all......

we both need to know how we both feel about it all


i dont ever want to lose you
I love you is not just words
i mean it every time

lets fix things....

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first day!!! [21 Aug 2007|09:59am]

yesterday was my first day of college
i saw some friendly faces which my fears go away. I have not made any friends yet which is depressing but i will make it happen.
My math class was okay. the teacher is nice and the math is really easy. too easy, so i am going to have to fix that because i am wasting my time.
then i went out to lunch and had a wonderful time and back to class i went.
My english class was okay as well. My teacher is nice too but with all the talking she did made my fears come back because this was going to be one hard english class and i dont think i am ready for it.

its all going to get harder i know
i guess all i can do is try my best
goodbye for now
much love

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goodbye summer of 07 [16 Aug 2007|10:09am]
This summer has came and now its ending and i wish it was not. I have just wasted my summer and for that i hate myself. Collage is on monday and i dont think iam ready. I dont think i am ready for the real world but i guess i need to get over it because its just around the corner even if i am really scared. I am missing alot of things already. Things that i thought i would never miss. I miss elwood lunches in the hallway, friends, late nights at the park, country rides, and just hanging out. I miss benicia, california, the sunsets, the beach, old friends and family. Just that town all together i miss. I miss the days of childhood, of being free and not having a care in the world. Now i am worried about collage, about messing up, school work, tests, studying, i need a job, and fitting everything i need into one day. There is just not enough time in a day. Another thing that i am worried about is that that people i love will break away from me and they wont be a part of my life anymore, which would break my heart. I know we all go our different ways but i hope that we all stay in touch and still be close. I hope things get better. Iam trying to keep my head up in the midst of all this stress and worry but sometimes its so hard. I just hope i make it, i hope the world wont swallow me whole
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Yay.. [20 Jul 2007|01:02pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Going to the Fair tonight
I hope all goes well


much love to all

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[12 May 2007|10:54am]
[ mood | blank ]

Well, it has been forever since i have been on here. School is almost over, which makes me happy but yet sad. i will miss all my friends. anyway, i am going to go to ivy-tech, i want to go for radiology. I am kinda scared about getting older and living on my own. I hope that that this fear will leave me.

much love to all

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[21 Oct 2006|03:36pm]
[ mood | content ]

If things are okay


hows come

sometimes they dont feel that way

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[16 Oct 2006|03:20pm]
[ mood | rejected ]


I should of known.

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[14 Oct 2006|01:25pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I cant explain myself at all
And all the wants
And all the needs
I dont want to need at all

The walls start breathing
My minds un weaving
Maybe its best you leave me alone

A weight is lifted
On this evening
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight.

It ends tonight.......

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[10 Oct 2006|08:33pm]
[ mood | confused ]




Tell Me
Going to be okay.

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[07 Oct 2006|09:07am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I got a ticket last night

This sucks

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[23 Sep 2006|12:33pm]
Once again you took me by the hand
and held me close to you
Once again you made me cry
Once again you made me realize what i really need.

Once again, you made me realize that you never left.
Once again, you made me realize your word is also kept.


Once again, you made me realize that life is only but a moment.
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[16 Sep 2006|11:05am]
[ mood | sad ]

Justine + Scrubs


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[14 Sep 2006|09:11pm]
If i had the chance
i would fly
up to heaven
take your hand
and bring you back
for just a day

how i wish we could visit.
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